June 6, 2012
i should be in las vegas right now but am not. a series of terrible circumstances forced me to give up on my trip away. what do you do, right? as i planned my trip, this message popped up in my inbox at a hook up site from a stranger across the country. looking at his page this is what i learned: he’s young (late twenties) and hispanic. it’s happened before, a stranger across the country, reaching out via the strangest of ways. but is that so strange, in 2012?  probably not.and i’m thinking, what do i have to offer anyone other than advice?  weird thought is,  when the chips are down and life’s all but in the toilet, we look at someone who has scars to basically as how we can get those same scars.i sent him a response telling him about AFAN in las vegas.  and i encouraged him to, yes, still look into federal programs vie the RYAN WHITE ACT.he didn’t respond.i wonder what he’s thinking right now?  i wonder who he is?  would he and i be friends if we knew each other, or enemies?

i should be in las vegas right now but am not. a series of terrible circumstances forced me to give up on my trip away. what do you do, right?

as i planned my trip, this message popped up in my inbox at a hook up site from a stranger across the country. looking at his page this is what i learned: he’s young (late twenties) and hispanic. it’s happened before, a stranger across the country, reaching out via the strangest of ways.

but is that so strange, in 2012?  probably not.

and i’m thinking, what do i have to offer anyone other than advice?  weird thought is,  when the chips are down and life’s all but in the toilet, we look at someone who has scars to basically as how we can get those same scars.

i sent him a response telling him about AFAN in las vegas.  and i encouraged him to, yes, still look into federal programs vie the RYAN WHITE ACT.

he didn’t respond.

i wonder what he’s thinking right now?  i wonder who he is?  would he and i be friends if we knew each other, or enemies?

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